According to you

Dear You,

This is all going to be sad so I'm going to need you to be strong.

Thank you for reading everything I've written for the past few months. Remember when we first found each other?
It was so long ago, it all seems like it happened to different people or like it was something from a TV show.

All I can remember are scenes.

Thank you for making me feel less alone. Thank you for making each other feel less alone.

This is not the end. This is something far more exciting than that. It is going into the realm of the unknown, to see what can be known.

And then seeing if we can find our way back.

I'm sorry if this hurts.

Remember, you are a part of a beautiful story that did not start when you were born.

Breathe

Breathe

Whatever you’re doing right now

Take a deep breath, than another

You are so beautiful

Has anyone told you that lately?

And there’s something more important

You are strong

sweetest part of mockingjay by Suzzane Collins

yang kubutuhkan untuk bertahan hidup bukanlah api Gale, 
yang dikobarkan oleh kemarahan dan kebencian. 
aku sendiri punya banyak api. 
yang kubutuhkan adalah bunga dendelion pada musim semi. 
warna kuning cerah yang berarti kelahiran kembali, bukannyakehancuran. 
janji bahwa hidup bisa berlanjut, tak peduli seburuh apapun kami kehilangan. 
bahwa hidup bisa menjadi lebih baik lagi.
 dan hanya Peeta yang bisa memberiku semua itu.

"kau mencintaiku. nyata atau tidak nyata?" Peeta berbisik.
kujawab dia, "nyata."

Thanks for watching

Silhouette and Stories

i'm on a break of mid term. heloooo!! huehuehue :) 
the past test was good (amin) definitely hard to solve those kind of test *crying*
but i hope, i see the best result of mine
and heres, i have flash news to share
i know i'm growing, and currently i face myself looking weird -_-
idk you do like myself right now or not, lol

 the real picture is...

yap.. as you see, my hair is growing too

" apa lo liat-liat :| "

my friend, took this silly pict of me. well, i lost my nose :-/

the most important thing, i get my weight back!! hehe

Order made

I'm sure I was probably asked before I was born, by someone from somewhere "I will make it so you can see either the past or the future, so which do you want?"

And then, I probably chose the past So that I can become, so I may become a kind person rather than a strong person So that I understand what "memories" are

Continuing, That Somebody said to me "arms, legs, mouths, ears, eyes, hearts, breasts, and the holes in your nose, I'll give you two of each, so isn't that great?"

But I asked a favor "I'm fine with just one mouth" I said So that I don't fight with myself So that I can only kiss one person

This kind of feeling that I want to forget, but can't  What do you call it?

That person with a slightly displeased face He began to speak again, cuz he had to "The heart, which is most important I'll put one in each side of your chest, so isn't that great?"

Yet again I asked a favor I'm sorry, but as for me I don't need the heart on my right side  sorry for always saying selfish things

That is so that when I meet an important person And I hold her I will understand for the first time That our two beats sound on both sides of our chest.

The left is mine, and the right is yours The left is yours, and the right is mine So that when I am alone, there is something missing. So that I do not live on alone

This kind of feeling that I want to forget, but can't What do you call it?

My chest is a flutter, but this kind of feeling that is so nostalgic, what do you call it?

"By the way, There's just one more thing. should I add "tears" as an option? Even without it, there is no impediment, but some people don't add it, because it's a pain. What will you do?"

And then, I asked a for it So that I can become, so I may become a kind person rather than a strong person So that I understand what "importance" is

"So, by the way, as for the flavor of the tears choose a flavor you like They're sour, salty, hot, sweet, choose any one you like Which one do you want?"

Has everything been granted the way you hoped? So show me your face that is always crying well, show me proudly

"Thank you very much. Sorry to have troubled you with so much May I ask just one last thing?

Have we met somewhere before?"

I'm not so good with words but I hope you know that these words are for you.

12 april 2013, 10.13 pm

When you were my lovely best friend over the world.
I miss you. (sorry)
I miss sitting next to you.
Remember when we had a lot of movie to be shared? Remember when we watched movie together and I couldn’t stop starring at you. 
Besides you, the world means everything.
Remember when I gave you a smoothy rub to your nose.
I just love doing that thing.
Every movies that we watched, every songs that I heard when I was with you, every books that we used to read together, all, reminds me of you.
I wanna lays in your arms. To feel you
I wanna see you do debate with your ego. I want you to get mad with me.
I want you to scream over the phone. I want you to leave and forget me.
I want you to have a better best friend than me.
Even if you will really go, I hope you read this,
Hi…. I barely love you again.
But, remember, no need to worry ;) I want you to go ahead.