Here we go..

Proses yang panjang, bahkan ketika ditanya, awalnya apply bagaimana, saya lupa, karena dari awal setelah sidang, banyak yang di apply dari media manapun. Sedikit bercerita, setelah lulus, saya hanya mengikuti 2 proses tahapan seleksi mencari kerja, hanya 2 tempat yang saya datangi untuk perekrutan, PT CBA Chemical dan Unilever. When I was a kid, I dreamed about working here. Sampai sekarang juga masih gak percaya bahkan setelah lulus juga gak berani apply perusahaan besar. Saya pun hanya bermodalkan internet tanpa pernah mencicipi job fair. Ketika perekrutan di Unilever, saya ingat bercerita mengenai CEEC, KKN di Pemalang, BJRB di Lampung, Kampung Inggris di Pare, Lebaran di Padang, dan tempat tempat lain yang pernah saya kunjungi (karena penempatan nanti tersebar di seluruh Indonesia, jadi ceritain apakah pernah jauh dari keluarga selain kuliah) jadi untuk setiap momen yang pernah saya lewati, thank you for that beautiful experiences.

Baru sekarang berani mulai cerita walau email "welcome to Unilever family" sudah ada beberapa waktu lamanya. Thank you, me, for becoming tough, for reaching your dream when it's not easy to expect more. This is how (blogging) I show to the world that I'm proud enough being here although it wont be easy for struggling. Sekarang, berdoa lagi dan pastinya bermimpi satu tahun dari sekarang harus bisa "survive". Ready, Cit?

35 days, why not?

Oh. Hi there.

I have abandoned this blog, I kind of forget that I have this thing and I'm too lazy to update it. Anyway, how was my kkn life? There are so much I want to tell, I don't even know how to start it. Let's start with... I spent the 35 days of #kknlyfe in Pemalang. I lived in Desa Danasari at Ibu Yati's house. She such a good mother and caring and good at cooking. Ibu Yati and her grandchild Gina also coloring my 35 days. Well, my housemates are accidentally my family. We haven't met before and must be placed in somewhere you called "home". I honestly want to skip this #kknlyfe at first. I don't know why but I thought it just wasting time and money also. But, one of many things I learned, I love them unfortunately. I found the most fun and supportive friends you could ever imagine. Cool right? So this is our picture

They are my family. Look how we stick each other and I'm so grateful being us. How could you forget with people who saw you every single times from morning till morning again, from the ugliest part of them. I couldn't. Babies, thank you for those smiles, and.. the drama tho, the sharing session, the teary eyes because we have to be back to "reality". I still remember the time we sleep together, the time we do karaoke, playing badminton even football, the time we have a creepy night and movies all day long. You know I'm still not good in words but this one you may understand that I'm so happy in 35 days with them, my gengs. 

Lingga, the leader, as known as kordes koordinator desa, who always taking care of us. He loves smoking, I don't know why, and he doesn't allowed to consume green veggies and sea fish. But honestly, he's so kind. Tyas, the secretary and the most diligent ever, I love her because she is unique and I never heard she said tired. I think that's cool! Syahid, as "who doesn't know him?", full of laughter and his life sounds easy. Bima, the oldest one, as kind as father, he just funny in his way. I meant, soooo funny! Aldo, the craziest guy ever, he is unpredictable and good to know that east people not as scary as they look like. Yudhi, from him I learned many things, such an inspiring guy and congraduation for new title as Bach Deg of Law. Adrian, the innocent guy, he looks kind at first and introvert and type of calmy but actually he is not. LOL. Albab, the high temper guy but sooo care and kind, enough say. Martha, my roommate, she is funny and good at listening (ps, we match as a gossip partner). Ilma, the kindest one, my roommate, my partner in "doesn't want to do anything just in laying bed" because we are cool, agree? Onya, the multi talented girl, she can sing and playing any music instrument, she loves veggies. And the last member is me, a chemical engineering student (teknik kimia) who doesn't like..... Well it's a secret :p

So, this is my #kknlyfe (Kuliah Kerja Nyata KKN TIM 1 UNDIP 2016) See you guys on top!

Let's Get Lost: Yogyakarta.

Dear you,

It's like a miracle to have you as mine. Masih gak nyangka nemuin orang yang ngerasa lo bisa jadi diri lo. Gak harus touch up dulu untuk terlihat cantik. Gak malu kalo ketawa lo kaya mak lampir. Atau rambut yang kaya singa. Udah gitu aja, bisa terlihat cantik di matanya, eaaa. Iya ngerti sih mungkin karena cinta itu buta haha dan doi bilang gw cantik karena gw pacar nya. Dasar -_- basi.

Minggu lalu, kita, ke Jogjaaaaaa. Dan gw rasa, Jogja itu indah. Haha. Keliatannya hati gw ketinggalan di sana. Beda sama Bandung, beda, Jogja damai bgt ya, nenangin dan ngangenin!! Kita ke Klaten, Prambanan (lewat aja sih), Goa Pindul (lewat juga), Pantai deh, lupa namanya, ada 2 pantai yang di kunjungin, salah satunya Indrayanti. Bersihhhhhh dan pasir nya lembut bgt, anget-anget gitu dan cuacanya windy sama silau bgt lah. Untung ada kacamata *smile*

Mau Jogja lagi, jatuh cinta gitu masakkk sama suasana Jogja di malam hari, beda atmosphere nya kaya di Semarang, baru berasa huhu :') kangen kamu juga, bodo amatlah keliatan alaiiii hihi, yaudah ya bye :"3

I guess I'm living every girls dream, wear a tiara and stuff.

Hei June 2014.

How's it going? June is always be my month every year, coincidence or not?

June is beautiful. "tak ada yang lebih tabah dari hujan bulan juni, dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya kepada pohon berbunga itu,-" Hujan Bulan Juni, 1989, Sapardi Djoko Damono. That is a lovely poetry i've found. If somebody asked me, "Do you have a wish" I presumably sighed loudly, "Yes and one of them already came true." I can't believe i ever wish or said, i dont know, but i catch that wish right now. "y am i so scared? it's really important to me yeah? if i never try i never know" these questions have haunted me for months- and.. i dont know how long i have left to get answers to them. So i said yes, and his hand on my calf. Happy ending. Well, let's we travel this world together, dont worry about it, (but i looked worried). 

"how's your feeling?" "grand"

A Long Journey

I do a lot of things at home since I got back from Smrg 2 weeks ago. I had a silly-night-phone-call-but-still-lovely from you and I found some of nice songs that fulfill my day. I’m a bit working out in the morning and reading novel by Ilana Tan right now. By the way, one of my fave Indonesian singer ever, Tulus, has finally launched his new album, Gajah! Tulus's voice is amazing and his songs are very well written. The music, the rhythm, and the lyrics are classy. It's hard not to fall for his voice and music. Also I give Banda Neira a bunch of love because of their songs are easy listening and great. It’s really far out!

 

And yap I forgot to retell some movies I’ve been watching. First we have, Safe Heaven. Another Nicholas Sparks movie based on his novel. Yeah you know, just around the romance stories that brings you into tears. And then we have, Liberal Arts, 37 years old man loves college student, the main character is Ted Mosby in HIMYM. Oh ya, when I was in Pare, my teacher asked me to watch ‘catch me if you can’ he said that I can learn how to order a help in polite way, so I got ‘how may I help you’ in there. Well we have Iron Man 3, I just watched about a couple days ago. And silent Hill. Don’t forget The Simpsons Movie, Cit -_- um… and then… give me space to think, Ultraviolet, it’s a good one, the hero is a woman, I love her because she has a good body #laughs. And the last, taraaaaa, Pretty Woman! HAHA finally I can finish watching that movie. Done Pretty, it’s done! :p I dare you to watch that movie while parents are home, the truth, I can’t. Because I thought it’s kind of 20’s above, but I was wrong after watching the whole story. It’s like a common western movie. But I love that movie pretty much.

p.s: Banda Neira - Ke Entah Berantah

Saya 'pernah' ingin menjadi penulis

Gak sengaja nemuin tulisan gw yang ini, kok keren sih? Haha. Monggo di baca tulisan gw waktu SMP, lalalala~

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Dan selesailah aktingnya, yeah, akting—Rachael harus berpura-pura bahwa ia menyukai saudara tirinya yang baru saja datang satu bulan yang lalu itu, karena apabila dia sedikit saja berkata hal-hal yang buruk mengenai Ann, maka orangtuanya akan selalu memarahinya, dan Ann itu tukang pengadu, jadi.. kau tahulah. Kali ini wajahnya dihiasi oleh cengiran puas, tangannya segera menyeret kursi bekas Ann duduk, lalu meletakkan kaki-kaki rampingnya di atas kursi tersebut sambil menyeruput teh earl grey miliknya.

“Bonjour.”

Hng—peri? Dan peri itu membawa surat, katanya sih dari Beauxbatons—wah, tempat ibunya dulu bersekolah ya?

“Permen. Cokelat. Manisan. Lolipop. Gula. Mana?”

Tangannya segera merogoh saku bajunya dan mengeluarkan beberapa butir permen mint yang memang selalu dibawa olehnya. Semoga saja peri itu menyukai mint. Rachael segera menyerahkan permen mintnya kepada peri tadi, lalu membaca surat yang dibawa oleh peri tersebut dengan teliti.

...

Intinya dia masuk Beauxbatons, rite? Bagus, dia bisa jauh-jauh dari Ann.

Gadis kecil tersebut memandang ke luar melalui kaca jendela kamarnya yang mulai berembun. Di luar, langit sedang bersedih dan meneteskan air matanya. Namun sebaliknya, sang gadis merasa senang memandangi tangisan sang langit. Ia sangat menyukai butir-butir air yang menetes, mengikuti hukum gravitasi dan jatuh ke tanah, sebelum akhirnya mengalir menuju laut dan mengulangi proses yang sama. Singkatnya ia sangat menyukai hujan.

Jarang seorang Faith mendapatkan kesempatan untuk duduk sejenak dan memperhatikan aliran air pada kaca jendelanya, semenjak adanya Dave, adik laki-lakinya. Kini sang adik sedang tertidur di ruang sebelah dan tentu ia tak mau menyia-nyiakan kesempatan ini. Memandangi tangisan sang langit.

“Bonjour.”

Melirikkan iris abu-abu pada sumber suara, Fay menemukan makhluk kecil berbentuk seperti peri yang terbang di dalam kamarnya. Entah darimana atau bagaimana makhluk mini tersebut dapat masuk ke kamarnya yang tertutup, ia tak mau ambil pusing. Yang lebih penting kenapa peri tanpa ekspresi tersebut ada di kamarnya saat ini.

“Surat untuk Anda dari Beauxbatons Academy of Magic.”

Beauxbatons?

Mengangkat alisnya dengan heran, gadis kecil tersebut menerima surat yang disodorkan kepadanya tersebut. Surat dari Beauxbatons. Tentu saja, ayah dan ibunya pernah memberitahunya bila suatu saat nanti ia pasti akan menghadiri Beauxbatons, tempat di mana ayah dan ibunya bertemu. Meski ia bukanlah seseorang yang asing dengan berbagai sihir, tetap saja Fay harus menghadiri sekolah, layaknya seorang murid menghadiri sekolah dasarnya. Begitu?

“Permen. Cokelat. Manisan. Lolipop. Gula. Mana?”

Untuk yang kedua kalinya, sang gadis mengangkat alisnya dengan heran. Peri kecil ini meminta bayaran atas jasanya sebagai tukang pos? Sambil tersenyum simpul, gadis berambut pirang panjang tersebut mengambil coklat yang kebetulan ada di atas meja belajarnya dan menyodorkannya pada sang peri. Dan secepat peri tersebut datang, secepat itu pula ia pergi setelah menerima coklat dan membungkuk.

Tertawa pelan, gadis itu kemudian meletakkan suratnya secara sembarangan di atas tempat tidurnya. Iris abu-abu kembali menangkap butiran-butiran bening yang turun dari langit, sementara tangan menopang wajahnya. Tangannya yang lain meraih sebuah pensil dan kertas, kemudian mulai menorehkan huruf-huruf dalam kertas tersebut, sembari sesekali menatap ke luar kaca jendela. Untuk surat, menyusul kemudian.

Random answer

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)
Cat Avanza

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Vanilla Bengbeng

3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
C-Lia

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Pink Panther
(I just made that up, haha)

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Nuramelia Jakarta

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Lia Ci

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (”The” + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The White Coffee

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Soenarto

9. STRIPPER NAME: ( the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Johnson's Cupacup (LOL)

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (brothers middle names )
Bagas Bima

Have a blissful day, everyone!

Kamu, apa kabar?

Hi guysss, please kindly check out my first video :) thankyou :p

Because every single person have their own way to be happy

Finally, nunjukin juga ke dia kamar gw di Semarang haha. Jadi best friend banget kita <3 dengerin cerita how was my day. Dengerin dia juga how was his day. Most of all kita lakuin sambil sama-sama makan, minum, kalo mau ke toilet, ya ditungguin tapi gak ikut juga -_- dia ngeliat catatan gw kuliah, gw share semuanya haha sampe ke isi-isi tas gw.

Nih ada yang bikin gak tahan banget! sampe puas ketawa karena salah gw salah ucap!!! haha. Sumpah bikin malu, tapi hasilnya bikin ketawa susah berhenti :') dua kali gw salah! haha yang pertama pengucapan regardless, gw bilangnya regretless oh my god dia langsung ketawa haha aduh maluuuu!!! terus gw bilang "iya udah hahaha jangan ketawa kan salah wajarrrr :')" *pake bahasa inggris*

terus lagi tadi! kan kita berdua sama-sama suka ngomongin film, terus lagi sama-sama ngefans Zoe Saldana! gw sering ledekin dia tuh "yaudah chat aja sana sama Zoe"

tapi tadiiii gw salah lagiiiiii haha, gw bilangnya Joe!!! Dia langsung ketawa dan bilang Joe itu untuk nama cowo, aku gak mau chat sama Joe! aku bukan gay! heyy!! hem iya kata dia kurang lebih begitu. terus gw masih gak ngeh, sampe gw ketik JOE SALDANA, terus dia bales, NAMANYA ZOE NOT JOE HAHA yaampun malu banget gw ampe lupaaaa kalo namanya zoe!!!

ohiya! dia bilang, ada satu lagi aktris yang dia suka, namanya Marion Cotillard haha ituloh yang main di inceptionnnn! gw kan ngeh tuh, terus gw langsung buka google dan ambil foto Marion yang ini

dan gw ngikutin pose nya! dia ketawa aja sambil bilang "kamu mencoba terlihat stunning seperti dia huh :D" hahaha terus dia ikutan pose kaya gitu.

Ohiya, setelah dia banyak cerita tentang US, kayanya gw beruntung bisa lahir sebagai orang Indonesia :') gw beruntung karena Indonesia punya culture yang bener-bener gw bisa banggain kalo cerita ke orang luar. Gw beruntung Indonesia gak sebebas US. Gw beruntung laki-laki (terutama temen-temen cowo gw) gak ada yang pikirannya aneh-aneh. walaupun aneh tapi gak aneh-aneh banget :') gw beruntung banget deh dan bersyukur aja gitu

Nih gw mulai cerita, Pemikiran orang-orang disana short of thinking kalo masalah faithful, marriage, partner of live, kids, virginity, parents, friendship, happiness. gw bener-bener bakal shock therapy kalo tinggal di US dengan pengetahuan yang minim. Jadi gw beruntung banget tinggal dan kenal sama orang-orang Indonesia.

Lo bayangin aja sob disana umur berapa juga udah.... *ih* dan mereka semua juga gak terlalu peduli akan hal itu. mereka juga gak memikirkan harus "nikah" mereka bisa live together without marriage. pas gw tanya "emang nya kamu mau kalo istri kamu nanti dulu nya sering dipake orang? :-/" terus dia jawab, "mereka gak akan peduli tentang masa lalu nya. mereka juga gak mempermasalahkan kalo orang itu udah punya anak sebelumnya atau tidak" YAAMPUN!!!! disini gw sama dia sama-sama open minded. walau dia sempet ketawa ngeliat ekspresi gw yang "tabu" denger hal itu. terus pas gw ditanya kira-kira gw mau nikah umur berapa, lalu gw jawab 23 hoho terus gw tanya balik, jawaban dia malah kurang lebih seperti ini "disini bener-bener gak mikir tentang pernikahan, mereka ngejalanin, nanti kalo misalnya salah satu partner ada yang minta nikah, yaudah nikah aja untuk sekedar 'formalize their relationship'. terus kalo kamu mikir dengan menikah mereka akan setia, itu gak menjamin. disini semua orang bebas have a date dengan siapa saja." terus gw mikir ih gilaaaaa apa enak kaya gitu T.T cewe-cewe disana perasaan nya pada kemana sih, kayanya pada gak ada apa ya -_- terus gw tanya "kamu marah gak kalo orang yang kamu cintai jalan sama orang lain?" dia jawab "tergantung seberapa sering. mereka bebas kok jalan sama temen-temen cowonya, tapi kalo terlalu sering, mungkin kita yang akan bosan dengan mereka, terus berakhir."

dalam hati, gila, pemikiran nya udah beda banget sama disini. Umur juga masih muda tapi pemikiran udah dewasa beda bangetlah ama gw yang gak tau apa-apa ini.

Intinya sih, kita sama-sama harus open minded aja ya, cari tau budaya luar kan bagus juga sambil nambah pengetahuan. sambil belajar bahasa inggris. walau gw tau gw kacau banget (tapi gak kacau-kacau banget) hehe kalo percakapan gw bisa lah, tapi kalo grammer -_- eh belajar dari dia aja, dia suka nya ngomong gimana pas gejelasin situasi gimana gitu-gitu sih :) nanti juga lama-lama paham. kalo gak ngerti artinya dan males buka kamus, tinggal minta dia jelasin artinya apa :') *gw banget*

yaudah assalamualaikum

9 hours differences

here we are :)

sebenarnya namanya ada dua, Alex atau Diego, temen-temen nya lebih sering manggil dia Diego. waktu itu gw manggil nya Alex haha (maaf ini kurang lucu -_-)

iya kita lagi ada di BEDA NEGARA, jauh banget kan :"""") dia di US tapi dia asli Peru. gw gak tau banyak tentang Peru, yang gw tau tentang Peru ya ibu kota nya Lima. dan tau gak? waktu itu dia terkejut pas dia tau gw ternyata tau Peru, padahal orang-orang yang dia temui sebelumnya pada gak tau Peru dimana. Well, pelajaran IPS waktu SD ternyata membantu gw banget haha.

seperti yang gw bilang, dia di US lagi lanjutin study nya haha, dannnnnnnnnn..... ini, gw mau share webcam an kita~~~~

aneh, gw percaya sama Diego makanya gw berani buka webcam, pas tau orang nya, oh my god, ternyata dia cukup ganteng, iya menurut gw sih gitu :') dan gw? gw kebetulan pas lagi kaya pembantu, sial -_-

ini nih kita haha gw nya jelek err tapi ternyata gak jelek-jelek banget~~~ 

yaudah ah malu :"> lol

itung-itung temenan sama dia memperlancar bahasa inggris gw XD

foto yang di atas, pas malem kemaren, gw sengaja tidur larut banget supaya bisa chat sama dia, dia baik banget! beda aja gituuuu. udah kaya layaknya temen sekolah

foto yang bawah itu barusannnnnn, haha dia pun juga gitu, sampe sekarang belom tidur, padahal udah lewat jam 12 malem disana.

intinya gw cantik gw seneng :D

Life of Pi: when a young man hurtled into an epic journey

"I suppose, in the end of life, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say good bye."

Life of Pi, a movie based on a novel by Yann Martel taught me a lot of life live. You know, sometimes life directions you so hard (i try to tell you in a better words). One day you can keep your wheel and another day you lose it. "So, where should i go?"

Trust, believe, God with you. "Even when God seemed to have abondoned me, he was watching. Even when he seemed indifferent to my suffering he was watching. And when I was beyond all hope of saving, he gave me rest. Then, he gave me a sign to continue my journey."

We sometimes looking for where we are standing now? And after that, we will ask, "Where I can stand... tomorrow?" Never looking backwards, because it wont come back. Yah, right! Then, to get that answer, we often go out from our comfort zone.

The journey was began when Pi and his family (also their animals because Pi's father has a zoo in town) moved from India to Canada with a big ship and go sailing like a Colombus (even Colombus went sail to find India, opposite with Pi's family lol, that's funny i think).

Thunderstorm comes at night, Pi go out to see the storm, i think it's weird, while the other normal people prefers to stay in bed when they hear a storm. Pi was happy until a big waves sink everything. He cried because he knew he lost his family. He cried because he couldn't do anything to make his family stay alive. He was wondering if he never went out to see that storm, he is already in heaven with Mom, Dad, and Ravi. He cried until a man push him into a lifeboat, and a zebra suddenly jump over him and already in the same boat with Pi. and... and... the rope is broken. Big wave made that boat far away from the ship. Pi cried it's so unbelievable for him, he saw that ship sink with his parents.

and.. i'm too tired, i'll continue this later. see you

victim of expectation and hope

Maybe I’m getting bored with all of these routines, college live and my flat day, I can’t explore more what I really want. If I can choose, I wanna be fashion consultant or something like meeting with business man, fashion icon, or other cool people. Maybe I will be graphic designer or work in high class fashion branded. I wanna be in a huge famous company riding on my own project. If I expect too much, I will hurt too much, am I right?

I hate being stuck with nothing. I should be like this, I should be in there, I should be walking beside them, that should be me holding your hand, that should be me (eh malah nyanyi -_-)

No more jokes Cits -_- ok. My popularity, my happiness, and sense of worth depend to no small extend upon my skill in dealing with people. So people, here is me, a girl who is walking without a goal. BUT, I’m driving desire to learn and vigorous determination to increase my ability to deal with myself for a great aim of life.

Who knows I’m the next president in fashion mode in Milan? Who knows.

Here’s my dream. What’s yours? Tell me your dreams (make it like poster, format in .jpg), and send it with email. The eye-catchy design will get a special gift from me.

You know, sometimes much expectation and hope aren’t bad at all. You decide who you are, not society.

I recorded some song

cuma iseng-iseng aja sih hehe. 
RED - Taylor Swift COVER
Silhoutte - Owl City COVER
On The Night Like This - Mocca COVER
Butterfly Fly Away - Miley Cyrus COVER
i'm not good in singing, i just learn. learn how to edit my voice, that's all, thanks.

Tak lekang oleh waktu

So people, please pay attention for this

 

ini tuh ceritanya ada seorang pemuda yang mau di tembak gitu. terus yang mau nembak ya biasalah, biar keren kaya di film-film perompak bajak laut gitu, "katakan, apa keinginan terakhir mu?" tuhkan... biasanya kalo penjahat udah ngomong gitu, biasanya keren nih. terus si orang yang mau di tembak bilang gini, "lepaskan aku!" yaudah deh dilepasin sama penjahat yang mau nembak. terus mereka say good bye gitu sambil lambai-lambain tangan. dan, ceritanya tamat.

Best part: saat pemuda nya bilang "lepaskan aku"

Worst part: gak ada! karena dari awal sampe akhir cerita nya seru! gak rugi deh baca berjam-jam. 

Kesimpulan: Cerita terkocak sepanjang masa yang ending nya gak ketebak.

See You Soon

In this life there's one thing that I would ever realized. Time flies fast, I mean you will woke up in the morning and you just realized that everything will changed that day. That's not fair. What if you waking up and you just figure it out that you're not a high school kid anymore? Or what if your lover have to moving out to another city?

When time flies and you don't realize it, you can't prepare your self for world's most painful words : good bye. And here's what I'm dealing with now, good byes. But good bye is not the right word for today, it's see you soon. Time might flies but memories are eternal. Thank you for the great journey, now lets pursue our dreams.

2012

So it's almost end of year already! my gosh is it just me but isn't day is seems faster and faster each day? it's already in the end of December! in two weeks we will say goodbye to 2012... it's also means.... my birthday is closer!!!! hehehe.

well, liburan akhir tahun ini, sepertinya akan gw habiskan di Semarang. I should face final exam is already in front of my eyes! Yap! Expectations kills everything yah. Gw memperkirakan yang nama nya libur akhir tahun dan saat gw ulang tahun yang ke 18 gw berada di Tangerang. Realitanya, gw masih bertempur dengan UAS. 

Kalau mengingat malam tahun baru di dua tahun terakhir itu, indah banget ya :) diakhir tahun 2010, gw menghabiskan akhir tahun bersama orang yang gw sayang dulu >_< diakhir tahun 2011, hem :-/ iya ada Arif yang nemenin gw :| akhir tahun 2012, mungkin sama keluarga totalitas :| iya, mungkin :|

Ohiya, barusan gw scroll timeline, eh ada dia lagi kumpul sama anak unpad. Mereka sering banget ya main dan kumpul bareng, yang mau gw tanyain, apa dia gak kangen gw? masa sih perasaan itu mudah aja hilang? yaudah yuk Cit bisa Cit yoh bisa. Hehe.

Sabtu 8 Desember kemarin, teknik kimia ngadain acara makrab dengan tema tekim carnival night, sumpah acara nya seru banget. ngabisin malam sama g3mbala di depan stage sambil jingkrak melepas penat dan teriak-teriak buang sial haha. intinya, itu seru!!!!! superbbbbb

I DO LOVE BREAKING DAWN PART 2 MUCH!

Ini scenes terfavorite gw untuk si bella sama edward. entahlah, they just do naturally. that's why film ini mengingatkan gw sama seseorang. seseorang yang gw sayang banget, haha. sampai saat ini masih :) semua yang bella lakuin ke edward, chemistry nya dapet dan so touching banget, bella mencintai edward dengan wah nya, so do edaward. waktu nonton film itu (kamis 22 november 2012 jam 21.15) sebenernya gw pingin nangis haha. bikin kangen seseorang yang.. yang.. yang dulu nya bisa bikin gw berada di tempat yang sangat sangat sangat nyaman dan aman :) sekarang? liat diri gw? kehilangan sosok itu. haha. 

Ini tuh adegan waktu mau perang gitu deh sama volturi. adegan yang bikin tutup mata dan teriak-teriak. unpredict dan jalan ceritanya bintang lima deh!  

foto diatas foto ekspresi wajah si bella yang paling, paling gw suka. cantik banget ya -_- 

nah! :3 :3 reneesmee dan jacob! udah ah gitu aja hehe lagi males nyeritain nih. intinya, kalian nonton aja deh film nya. abis itu kita cerita-cerita bareng. ok? :)

The Babies and.. Zoo keeper?

MADE IN 1432 H

assalamualaikum :) i had been choose as a coordinator  made in event @ 8 SHS (my school LOL) again and again, like i did in last year :) special thanks i wanna give to all of you guys because their trust me to handle this event. i'm a decoration coordinator with alomy and nadira. i knew, this position wasnt easy as my tought, but.. i have a team work, i have you, guys.. thanks to help us... 

around 7 a.m on march 4th 2011, the event started..

our creation =))

@sakuranatatavi

take a look guys.. i hope you can imagine how amazing this event LOL