Wednesday, May 15, 2013

10 things I would love to do with you today

Dear you, how's life? going well so far?
wondering how do you look like right now 
anything change? besides your hair? :p
well, i'm pretty good nowdays
i don't know why, maybe just because i came home last thursday
haha my family is good, thanks for asking
um.. i kinda miss your mother by the way :p how is she?

okok to make it short, i want to tell you 10 things i would love to do with you today



Sunday, May 12, 2013

Random Questions: Girl Confessions

 in my busy day, i try to post in here as an escape. violaaa.. i got this silly questions (i think) but, i wanna answer it. check it out!!!

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Remember, and read this again

At the end of each day, just before you go to bed, take about thirty seconds to look out your bedroom windows at the stars.
remember your place in this world, don't let yourself get lost in it.
then, take the time to remind yourself that what you're going through right now will pass, and it will get better.

everything heals with time. remember that even on your darkest, most horrible days..
those days when you feel utterly, helplessly alone, underestimated, unappreciated, and unloved, that you are not.

remember that somewhere out therein this big world, somebody loves you and appreciates you so much,
perhaps more than you'll ever know.
furthermore, realize that there's at least one person out there that's dying to meet someone just like you.
yes, you.
you even with your frizzy hair, big nose, glasses, and not-so-flat tummy.
you with your awkward smile, embarrassing laugh, and that corny sense of humor that you think no one could ever love.
you are appreciated and wished for and brilliant, all of you.
above all else though, take the time each day, at least once, to remind yourself that you're beautiful, inside-out.
don't let the way others judge you affect how you judge yourself.
don't let your mistakes and your past define you.
and don't let anything hold you down.
remember that you are wonderful person and you have the potential to go so far in life.
you are amazing just how you are.
and you don't need to change for anyone but yourself.

each day and every one of you is worth so much more than you know
and if you ever start to forget or doubt any of that, read this again.
remember this again.
you know, it's true, now it's time you embrace it.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

According to you

Dear You,

This is all going to be sad so I'm going to need you to be strong.

Thank you for reading everything
I've written for the past few months. Remember when we first found each other?

It was so long ago, it all seems like it happened to different people or like it was something from a TV show.

All I can remember are scenes.

Thank you for making me feel less alone. Thank you for making each other feel less alone.
This is not the end. This is something far more exciting than that. It is going into the realm of the unknown, to see what can be known.

And then seeing if we can find our way back.

I'm sorry if this hurts.

Remember, you are a part of a beautiful story that did not start when you were born.

Monday, April 29, 2013

Breathe

Breathe
Whatever you’re doing right now
Take a deep breath, than another
You are so beautiful
Has anyone told you that lately?
And there’s something more important
You are strong

sweetest part of mockingjay by Suzzane Collins

yang kubutuhkan untuk bertahan hidup bukanlah api Gale, 
yang dikobarkan oleh kemarahan dan kebencian. 
aku sendiri punya banyak api. 
yang kubutuhkan adalah bunga dendelion pada musim semi. 
warna kuning cerah yang berarti kelahiran kembali, bukannyakehancuran. 
janji bahwa hidup bisa berlanjut, tak peduli seburuh apapun kami kehilangan. 
bahwa hidup bisa menjadi lebih baik lagi.
 dan hanya Peeta yang bisa memberiku semua itu.

"kau mencintaiku. nyata atau tidak nyata?" Peeta berbisik.
kujawab dia, "nyata."