Friday, October 29, 2010

temen gw si dhani

hari ini disekolah
baru kali ini gw merasa benar-benar ada yang perhatian sm gw -.-
temen gw yang satu ini hebat bgt!
awalnya gw bete, karena dia menanyakan suatu hal yang gw emang gak tau mesti jawab apa.
tapi aku tau, itu artinya dia care..
care bgt malah..
thx for @DhaniFN walau buat gw nangis menjerit di kelas

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Dear someone who I do really care

Well, disini aku gak perlu polos, gak perlu sok innocent,
Ini dunia ku dan aku bebas bercerita.
Whatever what you wanna say,
But, I just help you with my own way.
Mungkin menurut kamu aku salah.
Ok aku akui
Tetapi aku tau yang ku lakukan adalah benar.
Ketika aku bercerita tentang kamu ke mereka,
Aku tau mereka sangat membantu.
Salah satu dari mereka buat aku nyaman dan tenang.
Dia bantu menenangkan ku karena ku kira ada yang men-judge ku.
Aku mau seseorang percaya dengan ku.
Tapi disini aku belum menemukannya.
Aku bekerja dengan cara ku sendiri.

Aku juga sangat yakin, dari 20 orang yang akan kamu pilih untuk membantu mu (dlm masalah ini)
Aku gak termasuk didalamnya.
(orang-orang mengira aku gak dapat membantu)
Mungkin ini sepele.
Aku bodoh karena gak bias control emosi.
Aku konyol masuk kelas orang dengan tangisan.
blablabla~
AKU BENAR-BENAR MINTA MAAF

aku bantu kamu bukan menjatuhkan mu

disini, aku cuma mau bantu kamu. bantu dengan caraku.
tapi maaf, jika cara ku salah..
yaaah aku nangis (bukan cengeng) maaf
tapi, ini caraku.. buat masalah ini clear..

Monday, October 25, 2010

hello somebody help me

OH PROBLEMS! i got it!! i dunno why it's happened -.-
come and come.. wanna scream!! aaaaa~
please, i just wanna share, but, the moon and stars still busy
i'm alone, on the ground, it's dark, quiet
there's nothing, my mind and my soul..
one heart, love, world
oh i'm gonna die~

Thursday, October 7, 2010

How To Avoid The Boredom

    If boredom is at the worst level it will be a threat for your life. Boredom can lead people to risk or ruin their lives with drugs, alcohol, gambling, food addictions, etc. These are short-term artificial diversions, and the result is a predictable treadmill to oblivion.
    Boredom can be just temporary, but when it still happens, it’s a warning sign of serious problems that include depression and even suicide. Boredom leads people to drop out of school, change jobs a lot, get a divorce, and in general, create a lot of problems for themselves and others. So, if you’re experiencing too much boredom or know someone who is, action is needed to overcome it.

1.Get the reading habit. Never go anywhere without a book, magazine, or newspaper handy. It is reading, not watching TV that will provide the real information and the entertainment you need to enchance and enrich your life.

2.Develop hobbies. Hobbies may be recreational, artistic, or intellectual, but whatever they may be, they should be actively pursued. Activities give a special dimension to one’s life.

3.Become a joiner. One should belong to organizations that share your interests. There are literally thousands of organizations eager to have you as a member, whether at the local, state, or international level. Seek them out.

4.Seek a lifetime of learning. Take advantage of the opportunities to learn new things at any age. Take pride in yourself, stay in school if you’re currently attending. Even if you’re collage graduate, stay young by taking courses at local college, university, or adult school. Attend seminars and conferences. Join tours that combine travel with learning opportunities. Feed your mind.

5.Watch television selectively. Do not become a slave to the television. If you find yourself spending all your spare time in front of TV, turning from channel to channel to find anything of interest to watch, it means you’re wasting time that could generate a lot more fun.

chuckle :D

If there’s no someone to say good night
How could I face it?
I try to be tough
But I can’t stand it!
If there’s no someone to say good night
No kiss no hug no laugh
Where I can lean up my head?
And I fall
I was hide
No one could find me
Here I am, felt my self
And I cried
You told me lies
Proved me wrong
And you’re gone away
Leave me, you suck!

Friday, October 1, 2010

i'm really sorry

Guys, do you ever known how he treated me very well. And making me feel like I was the only one. The way he helped me, gave me more attention when I fell. It all makes me depressed. Pain is not supposed to exist. But his treatment of me when I treat the wound, indeed, the figure was he was looking for. I Know That it's wrong. He is not just a friend or a best friend for me. But, he is everything. He gave me a sense of security when I'm in his beside. I'm happy. Guys, it's difficult for me if I'm far from him. Finally, the way he held me tight when I feel afraid. It's all like a dream. I can't forger it. Sorry ..