Shades of life

Haloo assalamualaikum! Finally got a time to write again. I’m happy that I can share with my previous post about AASM Unilever, hope you guys can pursue your dream. Btw, almost end year huh? Time goes so fast. My life is going unpredictable but still in line with my 2018 goals. Nothing much different. I travel a lot, within one month it can be 2-4 trips by plane. I enjoy it (sometimes). Remember my boyfriend? Yeah he’s still with crazy-me, thank you I love you even more. My love for you is bigger than yesterday.  I’m happy and maybe ready for the next level of us---??? LOL no I’m kidding. I don’t know what kind of this, marriage life or just wanna be with you everyday. About my career, let’s skip this one cz no one wanna talk about that, trust me. By the way, I feel lonely, I can buy anything but I’m lonely. No friends (not virtual), anti-social, just locked the door after I got home. I’m tired of being cheerful and easy going person (cz my position, I have to) just like the two sides of me. Everyone has it. Don’t blame me. But chill guys, I’m ok. I guess it’s time to gotta sleep. Have a wonderful day everyone.

Why?

In this world, I realized, people needs someone to make their life is so precious. To motivate their days. To ask how’s it going. To make you tough of course. So you become stronger. My boyfriend is the one! I don’t know how’s life going without him. My world seems beautiful day by day. He is always make me laugh and… happy. He makes me falling in love with the same person like the first day we met. He protects me very well and I never get bored of him. I just love how he talks, how he stares at me, how he says I’m always pretty and smells good. The airport is the worst place for me, sometimes my life turns bad in that place, but he makes me stronger. It isn’t easy to step away from him, just like, I don’t wanna go, time please stop! But it never stop. It keeps running.

Welcoming 23rd year in 2018!!

YEAR BY YEAR

WE MEET AGAIN, JAN!

Happy New Year 2018 and Happy 23^rd Birthday, Cit!

Gak berasa ya? 2017 has passed. And guess what? All my wish list for the whole 2017 alhamdulillah tercapai. It was like magic, gue sudah ngelakuin ini sejak 2016, dan ajaibnya, sudah 2 tahun setelah gue mulai mengarahkan bagaimana seharusnya hidup di tahun tersebut dan di akhir tahun, semua tercapai. Gue bener-bener percaya sama istilah yang bilang, “write down your dreams”. 2017 tahun yang sangat cepat, kalian merasakan hal yang sama gak sih? Perasaan kek baru kemarin lulus kuliah, lalu di CBA, lalu tiba tiba sudah mau setahun aja karir di tempat sekarang ini.

Untuk tahun 2017, mau terima kasih sama Kota Bandar Lampung, yang sudah ngasih pengalaman tinggal di sana, ngerasain udara bandar lampung, kosan mewah samping McD, KFC, Pizza Hut. Kenal orang-orang dan budaya sana, pertama kali nya tinggal di Sumatra! Eh gak tau nya, di minggu akhir Bulan November, gue dikasih pengalaman baru lagi nih untuk ngerasain tinggal di Kota Batam, jadi… Mau thanks to Batam juga! Bahkan gue pun merasakan pergantian tahun di Batam.

Banyak yang bikin gue happy di 2017, tapi tak luput juga sama sedih sedih, drama, takut, degdegan dahsyat, lalu rasa pingin pulang, kangen semua orang, sampai rasa pingin nikah aja sangking bombastis nya hidup sendokiran haha. Bener-bener tahun 2017 buat gue sangat sangat mandiri. Walau sudah terbiasa nge kost, but it’s different, karna lingkungan kerja pun berbeda dengan lingkungan kuliah. So, it was amazing. Bersyukur banget pastinya, kalua bukan karna karir di sini, kapan lagi punya kesempatan sampai terpaan mental, pikiran, attitude, the best untuk Unilever, sungguh pengalaman yang sangat luar biasa.

Unilever, yap, 2017, di tahun itu sangat tidak menyangka, orang kaya gue yang rata-rata dibanding temen-temen waktu kuliah, tiba-tiba berkat di sini, gue growing, my dad once said, Papa bangga, the way I talked, cara saya berfikir, much much better than he used to know. Bahkan sering kalian dengar, ini tuh mimpi yang jadi kenyataan, bisa ya gue ternyata. Terima kasih juga untuk para mentor yang banyak banget ngasih ilmu, cara berfikir, sering ngajak diskusi, baik baik banget. My pleasure loh being around them.

Di 2018 ini, dan di umur yang menginjak 23, gue pun masih berharap yang sama, semoga papa mama adik adik sehat, bahagia, lancar semuanya, wish list untuk goals di tiap tahunnya gak pernah gue share. Tapi gue tulis di kertas, gak banyak orang tau apa, tapi list list tersebut yang berawal dari “kayanya gak mungkin deh, ah tapi tulis aja deh” lalu tiba-tiba tercapai. Jadi, selalu ada yang ditunggu tunggu di akhir tahun, yaitu review pencapaian gue.

Untuk percintaan, asyique nih haha, insyaAllah ya! Mas nya cepet selesai S-2 dolooo, baru cari kerja, biar bisa tiap malmingan nonton bioskop, HAHA, that’s one of my dreams loh! Kebanyakan liat Instagram nye Nana Andrew nih jadi sukak ngayal wakakak. Sukses dulu lah kita ya, dilancarin pekerjaan dan urusan masing-masing, lancar jugak neh perjalanan kita sampai bersatu ulala~

So yeah, secara garis besar, 2017 itu awal karir gue banget! Dan gue berharap di 2018 karir gue semakin baik, bisa cepet cepet liburan bareng sekeluarga pake duit gue haha, sama… mau ke kota kota yang unik, mau travelling juga sama mas nya, konsep honeymoon nya backpacker an gitu kali ya. Eits mulai kejauhan nih ngayalnya. See you around!