Ramadhan is coming

okay guys, so long time no see eh? well, in my defense I was bussy... and lazy. HAHA. I got so much to do plus zero inspiration so I haven't write any post in a long time. you sir/ma'am the reader, deserve an apology. so... I'm apologize :)

what to do what to do, okay today is the first day of Ramadhan, alhamdulillah. mine was running pretty well, how bout u? well i'd like to say Happy Fasting!! next, tomorrow i will have math and kimfis test, so i'm standing at the end of 4th semester, i hope it goes clearly and i can do it better, amin. 

I just finished my study and I thought "hey why not write one post?" so here i am. I should have gotta bed but yeah I'm still up and write this nonsense post. I have nothing to write about, I just want to write some random things, and an experiment to what I will write in this time (because I have no quotes or inspiring stories or something awesome). this is the most less backspace post I ever write. well, I actually don't know and have no more idea to write about. so? is this post come to an end? yeah, I think so.

goodbye, sweetdreams

I guess I'm living every girls dream, wear a tiara and stuff.

Hei June 2014.

How's it going? June is always be my month every year, coincidence or not?

June is beautiful. "tak ada yang lebih tabah dari hujan bulan juni, dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya kepada pohon berbunga itu,-" Hujan Bulan Juni, 1989, Sapardi Djoko Damono. That is a lovely poetry i've found. If somebody asked me, "Do you have a wish" I presumably sighed loudly, "Yes and one of them already came true." I can't believe i ever wish or said, i dont know, but i catch that wish right now. "y am i so scared? it's really important to me yeah? if i never try i never know" these questions have haunted me for months- and.. i dont know how long i have left to get answers to them. So i said yes, and his hand on my calf. Happy ending. Well, let's we travel this world together, dont worry about it, (but i looked worried). 

"how's your feeling?" "grand"

Quick Update

It's a tough week you know. Crying doesnt mean i'm weak.
But it's ok, all of that stuff and shit have gone.

Inspired by Brian Mcknight, One Last Cry.

 

No one could ever understand the true feeling of love and the effect it has over you unless you ever truly fall in love with the person who is meant for you. The universe finds a way to bring the people who are meant to be together based on the frequency of their hearts into a collision that is out of their control to finally meet face to face who defines their reflection of love, loyalty, trust, purity, innocence, friendship, and all the characteristics that make up forever.