Oblivion.

I'm just too proud sharing every moments with you. I'm just too happy when somebody listening my story. It's all about you. And I'm just too much put the word "you" in here. I guess you never see my blog again since we were dating. Words are suck. When you speak, you don't know how the words that blow out from your mouth are good or bad. Human is lack of thinking when the situation is hard. Sometimes I fell terrible for falling in love. Not just words, but love is suck. Love sucks when 2 people doesn't appreciate each other. In here, I just saw myself fight for us. You said you don't want to make me sad. There's one of example that words are suck. Sometimes I see myself like a beggar in front of you. But you totally wrong. I'm just trying to help us. When I ride home, the question, why i didn't see you, is disturbing me. Setidaknya aku pernah liat betapa sabarnya kamu nungguin aku, betapa senangnya kamu liat aku. I just miss those happy face. Seharusnya kamu bisa lebih dengerin aku dibanding your lovely bestfriend. Karena aku yang selalu ada buat kamu, kan? You don't have to laugh when feeln sad. 

You have broken my heart

Mungkin ini kalanya dimana saya bertemu pada titik itu. Titik untuk menyerah atas segalanya yang selama ini saya perjuangkan. Terlalu terlena dengan kebaikannya hingga tidak rela untuk melihatnya pergi. Tapi kala ini, saya ingin melepaskannya. Mungkin ini jalannya, Sat. Kamu emang baik, tapi gaya mu bukan bagian dari hidupku. Kita beda. Aku yang selalu menjadi wanita tangguh padahal tidak. Kamu selalu ingin dimengerti tanpa mengerti balik. Aku cape atas kedewasaan yang aku buat sendiri. Itu bedanya. Kamu menganggap dirimu dewasa tapi tidak bercermin. Lalu darimana kamu tau itu? Kamu belum memperlakukan aku baik sedangkan aku ingin diperlakukan baik. Aku yang selalu ada buat kamu tapi kamu gak selalu ada buat aku. Kamu benar, hubungan ini sudah tidak sehat. Aku pantas untuk laki-laki yang sayangnya melebihi sayang ku kepadanya. Bukan cuma aku, ini impin setiap wanita. "Kamu punya mimpi tinggi sedangkan aku gak setinggi mimpi kamu" kamu pernah bilang itu. Kamu tau? Kamu salah untuk berlindung di dalam diri kamu yang dulu tanpa berubah menjadi yang lebih baik. Kamu terlalu nyaman dengan kondisi itu. Ini aku, bukan dia.

Aku terlalu baik untuk cerita betapa senangnya aku sama kamu. Aku terlalu bangga punya kamu. Ternyata kebanggaan aku itu cuma di satu pihak saja. Bodoh.

True love is like a mixture of friendship, appreciation, and happiness. (Ben, 8 years old)

What does love mean? It can seem like something complicated because there are so many different ways to express love for one another. We asked kids to help us demystify love in our newest video, “Love Lesson”. These adorable children reveal how simple it can be to show love to those we care about. Love can be expressed more often than just one time a year. This Valentine’s Day, and everyday, we hope you have a day filled with love.

Begin Again

I spent my saturday night by watching this movie. Nyesel banget kenapa baru nonton sekarang! The story was really really good, you know how much I love Mark Ruffalo, like he was my first crush haha I wrote about him in my very old post, you can check it. And I love Adam Levine, totally adore him very much. But sorry not sorry, I hate his performance here. Film ini, seperti berada di dua cerita, satunya Mark satunya Adam dan Keira is the point of this whole movie. Super Keren! I wanna write about Keira and Adam first. Like any others couple, they did sweet stuff. Terkadang tuh bikin bites nail sama teriak teriak so sweet. Adam nya penyanyi dan Keira ini songwritter sekaligus bisa nyanyi juga, tapi lebih di balik layar. Sampai Adam terkenal, punya nama nya sendiri, recording, tour, dan segalanya kacau. Keira is a sweet girl yang sangat sayang sama Adam. Jadi pas ditinggal Adam tour ke LA, Adam jatuh cinta sesaat gitu deh sama seorang gadis bernama Mim dari label recording ini. Ketika pulang dari tour nya, Adam mengasih unjuk lagu barunya yang terinspirasi dari perjalanannya di LA. Yap, she realized that she got dumped with her boyfriend. I can't deny this hurt feelings. Ditambah sebuah lagu yang dia buat untuk mengekspresikan kekesalannya. "and you have broken every single rule, and i have loved you like a fool."  Scene nya pas banget bikin sakit tepat di hati. Gak percaya? Nonton aja *crying*

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Keira and Mark. Awalnya 2 orang strangers dimana Mark tertarik sama Keira yang melihatnya pertama kali performance di cafe. Mark seperti menemukan orang yang tepat. Malam itu dia baru saja dikeluarkan dari label recording nya. Ketika bertemu Keira, dia ingin membuktikan kalau gadis temuannya sesuatu yang berharga. So they had a deal and made their album. Lama-lama chemistry diantara mereka mulai terjalin. Ditambah aktor-aktor lain yang bikin adegan demi adegan makin seru dan... lucu! I love it. Sampai akhirnya mereka sukses dan Adam datang kembali. What the hell seakan diaduk saat nonton bikin kesel sendiri. Emang gitu ya laki-laki? Jangan berharap untuk melanjutkan nya kembali, karena kamu telah melupakan gadis yang benar-benar selalu ada dan sayang banget, tapi dilepas gitu aja. So, mari kembali dari awal, start a new life. Happy Begin Again **very great movie**cheers**

I am all alone

The tittle is not a lyric of a song. I guess I'm just being afraid of what people would think. You know, judgment. I guess it's really easy to say like, "I don't care what anyone else thinks." but, everyone does. Deep down. I find myself so furious at all these people that I'm in contact with. I mean I just wanna be able to do anything I want, it makes me feel alive. Whatever that means. I really never had a best friend. I called them my close friend that I love. I would do anything for them. I don't know they will do the same thing like I did. Till I found you. I really like talking with you. I don’t usually even try to vocalize my thoughts or feelings or anything. I don’t know, it never sounds right. Words are stupid. But with you, it's like I have everything. I'm alone in this city. My parents are far away from here. It takes miles to see them and tells how's everything's going. So you, you are the closest person that taking care of me. I'm glad to have you here, protects me. I need a person like you. I don't have to vocalize my thoughts. Just seeing you make me feel alive. That's why I'm so protective with mine. But I know it's running bad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry to make you feel uncomfortable with me. My attitude broke this chemistry that we built. I haven't learned from past