Milli & Nathan.

Milli & Nathan, bisa dibilang film ter-SMA banget menurut gw sama Indra.

Film nya sedih. Lawas sih. Tapi cerita nya seru, sampe sekarang.

Jujur deh nih, sebelum Indra mention gw di twitter, gw liat-liat Instagram nya Olivia Jensen, terus ada yang komen, “livvvvv kangen Milli sama Nathan”

Saat itu gw jadi kangen Indra :(

Eh tiba-tiba kebetulan banget. Emang jodoh kita In kalo masalah Milli sama Nathan, ckck.

Film itu kenangan banget ya!

Kelas 3 SMA, bingung setelah lulus mau gimana. Film nya gw banget (dulu). Bandung-SMA-kamu-kuliah-jarak.

Mulai sedihnya tuh pas Milli Nathan udah gak satu kota, huhu, padahal SMA mereka bareng mulu. Pacarannya sambil belajar juga. Kaya kita dulu Rif -_-

Terus Nathan muncul lagi ketika mereka mulai dewasa. Nathan, iya Nathan. Masih Nathan yang kebayang sama Milli. Walau Milli saat itu udah punya pacar. Tapi ternyata, emang masih Nathan. Terus ceritanya mulai sedih, lagi. Nathan menghilang lagi. “kamu tuh gak jelas. Kamu terlalu abu-abu buat aku.”- Milli.

Nathan. Datang pergi seenaknya. Kasian Milli. Tapi, ending nya keren banget loh! Huhuhu.

Another sketch of mind

hai.
The joy of liking people is to like them and find things that make you like them more. To wonder if actually, by any reason, they secretly like you as much if not more. Then love happens, with all of its vagueness, making things much more complicated than you want it to be. -kak Trisca
i think it's the perfect time to see another sketch of mind. Now that i think of it.
i'd rather be hated for who i am, not to be loved for who i am not. This is me.
The fact is, i'm not covering myself sometimes.
So guys, can you judge me as a bad person just because i'm not ready for being istiqomah all the time?
This is me. showing my hair when go outside. taking pictures without veil and posting them. i know, i know, how to dress as a moeslam. but with your attitude mocking and yelling at me, thats worst :-)

What do i do when i'm home

so guys, how was your day? im going to tell you unimportant thing. last thursday, i went home.
(in the middle of this super hectic week, and i went home..) good job, beauty.
bukan nya mau keluar dari tanggung jawab, tapi gw kangen ade gw sob, and thats the reason
anyways, thanks a lot Dad for this London stuffs. you know me so well. he doesnt even know that i love London, he gave me kind of London stuffs like key chain, pencil case, and else. i also decorated my room with everything about London, the pictures in frame, the flag, and peoples.

lets talk about home--
di rumah, gw bisa masak apa aja dengan asal-asalan. gw bisa masakin ade gw. gw bisa minum susu pake es batu. gw bisa shower an pake air anget. dan gw bisa nonton kartun favorite, oggy, gumbal, finn. those characters i love the most.
ceritanya semalem gw buka-buka lemari yang isi nya buku. oh, lagi-lagi gw sadar kalo dulu gw sangat suka baca. di situ juga ada buku catatan les gw. ya ampun sangat warna-warni, rapih, dan tulisan gw bagus. serius. bagus. sekarang? :') mba sella (aslab) bilang doi paling inget tulisan gw karena tulisan gw paling berantakan. makaseh banyaks.
ohiya! ada buku tahunan SMA ngakak banget coy foto wali kelas gw huahahaha sumpah bikin kangen ibu Endah. halo ibu. ibu, lucuuuuu.di sana juga ada sekumpulan surat cinta, foto, puisi, haha dan, debu.

beralih ke lemari lainnya, ada pernak-pernik yang dulu gw suka pake jaman SMP, SMA -_- ada parfume yang kalo gw semprot sekarang bakal bawa kenangan di SMP. ini parfume gw SMP banget. ada beberapa pulpen yang gak nyata. dan, debu.

kesimpulan nya, ada debu dimana-mana.

ohiya sekarang gw nulis hati-hati, soalnya blog gw di baca dunia. udah kesebar sampai mancanegara. halooo Dias, Rodi, pembaca setia blog gw :) halo Satria yang baru bergabung, welcome to the club :))

You deserve better

Friends, I wanna share something. No offense.

Cerita berawal dari pagi ini. Kuliah, dan ternyata dengerin orang persentasi. Sebenernya, aku paling gak antusias sama dosen yang suka ngasih tambahan nilai tapi lewat persentasi “materi”. Sudahlah. Skip saja.

Jadi begini, aku dan Jurin, entah awal nya bagaimana, tapi akhirnya kami jadi berdiskusi sendiri. Ha-ha-ha. Aku cerita kalo aku sebenernya menyayangkan dengan apa yang terjadi dengan aku sekarang. Aku bilang, aku gak percaya dengan orang yang dulu nya deket banget sama aku, tapi sekarang orang itu adalah orang yang paling jauh, jauh, jauh banget. Aku juga cerita kalo aku sebenernya worry sama ini, “mau sampai kapan?”

Usaha ku pernah dianggap nol. Sedih banget haha. Mulai dari saat itu, aku udah gak mau yang namanya “mulai duluan”. Aku capek. Jadi Citra yang dulu. Citra yang apa-apa kalo ada masalah harus Citra yang mulai duluan untuk menyelesaikan masalah itu. Citra yang nyamperin dan bilang “lo ada masalah apa sama gw? Kita ada masalah apa?” cukup. Itu capek. Kenapa, kenapa harus aku gitu yang duluan?

Jurin Cuma bilang, “cit, untuk sekarang ini, kamu jalanin apa yang ada sekarang. Kamu pertahanin apa yang pantas kamu pertahanin. Buat apa kamu pertahanin orang yang jelas-jelas dia sendiri gak mempertahanin kita?”

Useless-------.

Iya. Benar. Selama ini aku selalu mempertahanin orang, tanpa aku tau sendiri orang itu sebenernya mencoba mempertahankan kita apa tidak. Aku gak pernah liat usaha orang itu untuk mertahanin aku. Yang ada selama ini malah usaha aku dibuat nol besar sama dia. Terlanjur menyakitkan, sih. :)

Hei, this smile is for you.

Aku gak mau nyelesein masalah ini. Cukup itu Citra yang dulu aja. Citra yang sekarang mungkin lebih egois. Tapi, ini bukan egois namanya, ini realistis. Aku capek. Aku gak mau mertahanin kata kita lagi.

Untuk kamu, yang dulu nya jadi sahabat yang paling deket, paling ngerti, dan aku sayang.

How To Speak in British Accent (source by google)

Trying to speak in a British accent is not really easy. Along with the accent are mannerisms that go along with the British themselves. There are hundreds of different accents within Britain, so categorizing it as a ‘British’ accent is rather incorrect; wherever you go you will find an unbelievable variety of different pronunciations. The following directions describe ‘Queen’s English’, rarely ever used in modern day Britain, but the foreigners stereotypical view of how the British talk.

STEPS

Understand that all British accents (barring those from the West Country, Liverpool and parts of Scotland) lack a rhotic r; i.e. don’t roll your "r"s and that not all British Accents are the same; a Scottish accent varies greatly from an English accent, but are both British.

Know that some British accents may be that the ‘T’s are not pronounced and that the u in stupid and duty is pronounced with the y sound, not oo as in an American accent; thus it is pronounced stewpid, not stoopid, etc. The standard English accent, the a (for example in father) is pronounced aah, not like a like apple.

Pronounce that T as T, and not an American D. (Duty is pronounced Dyuty or condensed slightly to Jooty; not doody).

Pronounce the suffix -ing with the g, so it sounds like -ing rather than -een. But sometimes it is shortened to in as in lookin.

Applying the two steps above, the words human being are pronounced h-yuman being rather than yooman been.

Sometimes ‘T’s aren’t pronounced at all, especially in words with two ‘T’s grouped together (this is known as the glottal stop, and is common in American English pronunciation).

Sometimes the ‘H’ is not pronounced, in some accents.

Realise that some words require the ee sound to be pronounced as ee, such as in the word been. In an American accent, this is often pronounced bin. In an English Accent, this may be pronounced been, a homophone of bean; or just as "bin", depending on where you go.

Stop using all of your American slang and replace it with British slang. Understand British Terms.

Back to nature

jadi begini,

(pra) naik gunung.
capek. sekali.

Words can't desribe

hey yoooo this is us, come back.. i know i know, you already missed our story, right?
we are still connecting, although sometimes skype, ym, are messed, uh. bad! but we can go on email to inform each other. hoyeeee :))
it's been a long, long way of saying hello, of saying good night or morning, of saying hows work, hows school. work is good for him. getting better actually. he recently got new position. and he said, "ya i got more responsibility" 
we just do, what we can do right now, to keep in touch.
"i've always been here. it's been up to you whether you want to talk or not." he said with a giggle.