Whoever is meant to be there, will still be there.

God knows who belongs in your life and who doesn't :) trust and let go, because when memories hit you, it hurts :)

btw, my past few weeks have just been a lot of sleeping and learning. i just kind of "oh" and stare at nothing because i wanna burst into tears :) and punch a wall. no regrets :) just lessons learned.

99 Questions (part 2)

1.     Is the glass half empty or half full?

 half full. 

1.     What's the farthest-away place you've been?

 Padang

1.     When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?

 i never did

1.     Have you ever won a trophy?

 yes yes when i was a kid :-(

1.     Are you a good cook?

 no nay no

1.     Do you know how to pump your own gas?

 lol, i don't!

1.     If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?

 idk, hehe. i don't wanna meet somebody right now

1.     Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

 always have for 12 YEARS OF MY LIFE

1.     Do you touch-type?

 yes both

1.     What's under your bed?

 boxes of shoes, papers, some old stuff

1.     Do you believe in love at first sight?

 mm, yeah kind of?

1.     Think fast, what do you like right now?

 being alone

99 Questions (part 1)

Hello!

A little update before bed from me.. How are you? Good I hope. And me? Oh, thanks for asking. Things are pretty well. I'm on my holiday so -

Um, the thing about me right now is that i'm missing somebody who doesn't even know i still exist.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

Sampai pada suatu hari, mimpi buruk itu tiba-tiba berakhir. (from the book Chicken Soup for the Couple's Soul)

1. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?

(well, seriously i did it) my phone

1. Before you started this survey, what were you doing?

googled "random questions"

1. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

True Justice

1. Without looking, guess what time it is

21.00

1. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

22.11 :o

1. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

err, sounds of the air conditioner

1. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

outside like out of my room? an hour ago maybe, going to bathroom

1. Did you dream last night?

nope

1. Do you remember your dreams?

nope

Secrets of adulthood

people don't notice your mistakes as much as you think.
it's okay to ask for help.
most decisions don't require extensive research.
do good, feel good.
it's important to be nice to everyone.
bring a sweater.
by doing a little bit each day, you can get a lot accomplished.
soap and water remover most stains.
turning the computer on and off a few times often fixes a glitch.
if you can't find something, clean up.
you can choose what you do, you can't choose what you like to do.
happiness doesn't always make you feel happy.
what you do every day matters more than what you do once in a while.
you don't have to be good at everything.
if you're not failing, you're not trying hard enough.
over-the-counter medicines are very effective.
don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good.
what's fun for other people may  not be fun for you.
people actually prefer that you buy wedding gifts off their registry.
you can't profoundly change your children's natures by nagging them or signing them up for classes.
no deposit, no return.

you might need these. secrets of adulthood.

i know these all will be stories someday

"No matter how rich, or famous, or successful I become, when it comes to you, I'm always going to be that moon-eyed girl who freaked you out at a first glee rehearsal. You are the first boy who made me feel loved, and sexy, and visible. You are my first love. And I want more than anything for you to be my last."

i really don't know what to say... i've watched that scene a few months ago, and now i re-watch it in youtube. yap. i couldn't handle my tears.

i know these all will be stories someday, like i told you, and i told him, and our pictures will become old photographs and we'll become somebody's mom or dad. but when i was with you, those moments were not stories. that was happening. i was there. i could see it. that moment that you know you are not a sad story. you are alive. and you stand up and see the lights on buildings and everything that makes you wonder. but right now, i'm listening to that song on that drive with the people i love most in the world. and that moment i swear, we were young, didn't know many things.

Cindy Karmoko VS Me (haha i wish -_-)

Just got back from dreamland, and i'm so grateful i was born on earth.

I have decided to make a super instant and quick post today.

You may all know that my hair, yes yes my hair become so thick and acting out like a diva!

Haha too over I think to describe my hair.

Hem btw, do you know Cindy Karmoko???

Are you going to answer my question?

Somebody told me you were leavin'

I didn't know.

Somebody told me you're unhappy

But it doesn't show

Somebody told me that you don't want me no more

Ohh~ So your walkin' out the door

Have a blissful day, everyone!

Kamu, apa kabar?

Hi guysss, please kindly check out my first video :) thankyou :p

This's gonna be my honorable activity

 Hello guys, finally the tests are done! yippiyeah

words cannot say how happy i am :)

welcome holiday!!!!!

hem anyway, sorry for this blurry quality

Because all we ever do is say good bye

Have a peaceful life up there

You're going to be a star, without me. Thats how much I love you

RIP CORY MONTEITH a.k.a FINN HUDSON

Story about US!!

HALOOOOOOOO.....!!!!!!!!!