Reality Check

You’ve ruined everything. I had everything planned out for us. Wait, what do I mean with us? :-/ Why wouldn’t you just let me figure it out myself. I thought we were friends, I thought you wanted me to be a part of your life. Yesterday I’ve realized that you are not being here with me. It’s okay; I actually had a good time without you being here. I’m just trying too hard to get a friendship like this back again. It’s always like this. Why do we always have to put so much thought and effort into the process of building a friendship when the other person you care for isn’t doing anything? You’re so selfish, I’m selfish. I knew it was too good to be true. I don’t know why, i just never got over you. even though i want to, i can’t let go. Every time I think of what you did to me, I have to stop myself. When I do, I fantasize about punching you in the face as hard as I can and then hugging you and make you realize how much you’ve changed.

I just want to say thank you

Thank you for being my best part
Thank you for fulfill my day with laugh and happiness
Thank you for everything..........................

I promise, this is my last time to post anything about you :)

Tak lekang oleh waktu

So people, please pay attention for this

 

ini tuh ceritanya ada seorang pemuda yang mau di tembak gitu. terus yang mau nembak ya biasalah, biar keren kaya di film-film perompak bajak laut gitu, "katakan, apa keinginan terakhir mu?" tuhkan... biasanya kalo penjahat udah ngomong gitu, biasanya keren nih. terus si orang yang mau di tembak bilang gini, "lepaskan aku!" yaudah deh dilepasin sama penjahat yang mau nembak. terus mereka say good bye gitu sambil lambai-lambain tangan. dan, ceritanya tamat.

Best part: saat pemuda nya bilang "lepaskan aku"

Worst part: gak ada! karena dari awal sampe akhir cerita nya seru! gak rugi deh baca berjam-jam. 

Kesimpulan: Cerita terkocak sepanjang masa yang ending nya gak ketebak.

omegle lebay

 

the truth is I'm too scared to admit that I'm falling in love with him. I'm too scared to let this feelings grow. I'm too scared to let this feelings going deeper inside. *lebay*!! -_- sorry for being lebay

anyway, talk about lebay, i had a funny conversation with stranger on omegle. Wait, sometimes it works to make your day ngakak guling-guling in the positive way, of course!

You (gue) : do you want to know what words that fits in to you? 'lebay', it's in indonesian haha can't find the english version

Stanger (dia) : it's that mean "jackass" in english? *tuh iya kan lebay*

 
You : nope

 
Stanger : "idiot"?

 
You : nope

 
Stanger : :P, ok I give up

 
You : you can't find it in any indonesian dictionary, we call is as 'gaul' language *

 
Stanger : do you mad in lebay people?
Stanger : I'm sorry if you mad

 
You : haha no I'm not mad, you do the lebay thing in a good way 

 
Stanger : do you hate people who doing lebay in the good way?

 
You : nope, actually it's a little funny I guess

udahan ah ngakaknya -_- yuk belajar lagi untuk UAS. BAYYY :p

i am new like 2013

i love my new appearance. looks different but still cool. looks mature and ready to face this 2013 :) to all of you guys who want to know me more can email me or just mention me, thanks before.

I can say that things have become very very different. I can’t really decipher if time’s have changed, or is it me that’s changed. But regardless which is “at fault,” I’m happy with where I’m at right now, and the journey I had to take to get there. I must’ve fallen a million times, tripped over numerous cracks, possibly even tripped over the same spot, but I’ve learned. And I’m learning. New year, new leaf. With all this rain, I can’t help but feel purged of every past mistake. It almost compels me to resolve every irreconcilable differences. So here’s an apology for my childish ways, my uncontrollable anger, and my differences. If we’re friends as of the moment, I thank you for being a companion along my journey of growing up. And if we’re not, I thank you for whatever role you played. 

 
I’m looking forward to growing up, and getting away, but not forgetting what shaped and molded me to become who I am.

For all of my family, friends, stranger, or even my enemy thank you for making this year colorful. Thank you for coming into my life, even though you only ruin it. Thank you for fulfill my day with laugh, tears, jokes, fun, or maybe sadness. 2012 is so full of memories that I can't express with words.

It's been a pleasure to spent my time with all of you. I hope I can see you in 2013. Happy New Year everyone, wishing you all the greatest thing for this year.

happy, happy, new year 2013

2012? Hem, remind me a while that 2012 gave me a lot of happiness. It was started on the first month of the year, January, I always love January. My birthday, full of spirit, beautiful day by day I passed, new schedule, resolution, and what else? Next, February, exam, tryout, the same activity with I did on March. April, national exam :) work hard, play hard, came so early in the morning, never forget about that one. May? I was prepared for SNMPTN, in June, I guess. The result was on July, chemical engineering UNDIP, it means I should move to Semarang, and I’m here right now. August, DUNIA PERKULIAHAN DIMULAI. Huft, I think it’s kinda boring to tell you until December. And now!!!!!! We are in page 365 of 365. Will start a new day, new in everything, be better, enjoy your day more. Happy new year :)

Guilty as hell

Hello guys, maybe you should know that feeling can change as fast as a wind. And I don’t even know why it could be like that? To be honest, I feel so guilty being so melodramatic for the last post. Why should you care for someone who can be yourself enemy? Maybe you will get confuse to understand my words. Today, I met him after a long time we decided not to meet each other. I felt so awkward. There’s no kind of interest in myself to meet him again. It’s just so so. I hate him so much, I guess. Really hate him never bigger to hate him like this. You pissed me off and I don’t know how to accept your sorry even if you will do, maybe. I can’t accept it for sure. I’m strong enough to kick and punch you right now.

  lalalalalalalalala :D

See You Soon

In this life there's one thing that I would ever realized. Time flies fast, I mean you will woke up in the morning and you just realized that everything will changed that day. That's not fair. What if you waking up and you just figure it out that you're not a high school kid anymore? Or what if your lover have to moving out to another city?

When time flies and you don't realize it, you can't prepare your self for world's most painful words : good bye. And here's what I'm dealing with now, good byes. But good bye is not the right word for today, it's see you soon. Time might flies but memories are eternal. Thank you for the great journey, now lets pursue our dreams.