Iron & Wine; Flightless Bird, American Mouth.

So what then?

I'm a typical an easily-cry person. I don't know why but I can just crying by listening a song that's so touchy. I can cry by watching a proposal-video or movie or video. So Youtube deserves my thankies, so I thanks for it. Well, did you guys know Iron & Wine? If you watched Twilight you might know it. I cry for Flightless Bird, American Mouth. There, he  stares into your eyes and for a moment you feel you couldn't get lost in the gateway of their stares. Everything around you seems still and yet you feel yourself gliding from the energy released from this potent chemical called Love. He smiles, smiles in a way that reminds you of the first time you felt in love. That awkward teenage love where you're not sure how to express yourself, but smiling is the only way that you can verbalize the words "I am here with you, that nothing and no one can take me from this moment.. because I love you." no tag :p but I wish he read this. I miss you, Star Lord.

What Is Your Dominant Intelligence?

The answer is...

Verbal-Linguistic Intelligence

Your dominant intelligence is the verbal-linguistic intelligence. This means you have well-developed verbal skills and vocabulary and are sensitive to the sounds, meanings, and rhythms of words. You always notice grammatical mistakes when reading or writing something, and tend to think of appropriate solutions. You most likely have (or want) and book collection, and maybe even a collection of quotes and sayings that you remembered over the years. You enjoy puns, rhymes, riddles, and word games. You probably enjoyed English class. You enjoy reading, writing, and foreign languages.

Some jobs that suit the verbal-linguistic intelligence type are:
Writer, Lawyer, Editor, Public speaker,Novelist, Journalist, Comedian,
Philosopher, Psychotherapist, Politician, Teacher, Actor
That's so trueee!! There's no engineer in there, haha. It's your turn :p 

19th: in 20 years from now.

I decided to make a goal till I get 40,
and make it a point by point to list what i will do and get for my future.

IN 20 YEARS FROM NOW.
It means i'll be 40 that's old.
1. I must be native in english of course
2. Already have 3 children (or depends on God gift me) but I really wanna have 3 children.
3. Have my own business lyk cafe in Kemang (I already have the name, called Snow White cafe and dine), also I have a creativity class for baby and children (writing, singing, coloring, drawing) and dance class. 
4. Go to Makkah with husband.
5. Be a consultant or senior in my work so I can manage and monitoring at home.
6. Travel the world. Visit Peru and take some pictures in Machu Pichu, or go to New York and meet my idola, Zoe Saldana!! (I'm not sure she is in NYC tho).

IN 10 YEARS FROM NOW.
It means i'll be 30.
1. GM (general manager) in baby and children stuff. I have a dream to work in Vogue but I should be realistic. At least I can have an internship in there when i'm not this old. Back to GM, I'll work in Pigeon or My Baby or Nutrillon. I don't have any kind of interest in oil and gas, but if I have a chance to work in there, i'll take chance. But I think this should be write in 5 years from now, haha..
2. I can drive my own car. To go to work, go to the mall, take the kids to school, go to the market, and hang out with old-friends.
3. I MUST GO TO LONDON WHEN I REACH THIS AGE. hihi. I visit London with husband and kids, also Azfar, my lil brother. And Bagas if he wanna join. 
4. Master in bake and receive the order from neighbor or anyone.
5. Every night after works, I accompany my kids when they are studying. And I read more books and collect them of course, so I have my own library.
6. Get a reward for my achievement in blog or whatever. If i dont get it, my husband can give it one to me. Haha.

IN 5 YEARS FROM NOW.
It means i'll be 25.
1. Good at cooking, so my family can love me more haha.
2. My 2nd year of marriage. We will celebrate in Derawan Island, Berau - East Kalimantan.
3. Already have "our" ow house with beautiful garden and swimming pool in it.
4. Work in baby and children industry. Meet the best people in town, And have my own invitation with my name in front of it not my parents's name.
5. Best achievement in writing.
6. Have a best salary ever in my age. Like 20 million each monts. InsyaAllah amin.

Like my father told me, people only use 10% of their brain, they still have 90%. And if you said you CAN'T of what you do, your 90% will follow so. Just said YES, I WILL AND I TRY. My father such a best advicer and inspire me so often.

In the next post, I will tell you my 4, 3, 2, 1 years from now. Thanks for read this, it means a lot for me. And now I dare you to make this one.

Let's Get Lost: Yogyakarta.

Dear you,

It's like a miracle to have you as mine. Masih gak nyangka nemuin orang yang ngerasa lo bisa jadi diri lo. Gak harus touch up dulu untuk terlihat cantik. Gak malu kalo ketawa lo kaya mak lampir. Atau rambut yang kaya singa. Udah gitu aja, bisa terlihat cantik di matanya, eaaa. Iya ngerti sih mungkin karena cinta itu buta haha dan doi bilang gw cantik karena gw pacar nya. Dasar -_- basi.

Minggu lalu, kita, ke Jogjaaaaaa. Dan gw rasa, Jogja itu indah. Haha. Keliatannya hati gw ketinggalan di sana. Beda sama Bandung, beda, Jogja damai bgt ya, nenangin dan ngangenin!! Kita ke Klaten, Prambanan (lewat aja sih), Goa Pindul (lewat juga), Pantai deh, lupa namanya, ada 2 pantai yang di kunjungin, salah satunya Indrayanti. Bersihhhhhh dan pasir nya lembut bgt, anget-anget gitu dan cuacanya windy sama silau bgt lah. Untung ada kacamata *smile*

Mau Jogja lagi, jatuh cinta gitu masakkk sama suasana Jogja di malam hari, beda atmosphere nya kaya di Semarang, baru berasa huhu :') kangen kamu juga, bodo amatlah keliatan alaiiii hihi, yaudah ya bye :"3

A tribute to my friend.

Dear Aug 22nd,
I just read a message from friend of mine around 10 a.m.
She said, you got an accident. I thought you had a lil injury.
Around 11 this morning, another friend told "passed away".
Only that 2 words. And than some friends asked, "What did you mean?"
He explained. "Not this time friend, are you kidding?", I asked.
"I'm not, Cil."
Rest in peace, my friend. This is hard for us, for me. You depict that life is short.
I knew you for the first time because you're different. You are smart. You have a well spoken.
I saw you'll be 'someone' one day. But God has a plan. See you, friend.

ps: suatu saat, jika seseorang itu telah tiada, teman, keluarga, atau orang yang gak di kenal akan membuka arsip kita, untung mengenang dan mengingatkan. Semoga kelak banyak yang mengenang saya *tears*. Lewat blog ini saya punya arsip untung diri saya sendiri. Punya sesuatu yang bisa di baca. Maaf jika ada salah-salah kata. Masih suasana duka. YaAllah ampuni dosa kita semua, amin.

England and You.

New and Hot.

What's new? Askfm, askfm everywhere. You open your twitter, and see people share theirs. The most sucks is they have a long write and then share it to twitter which has only 140 characters and you know what happen next. Me just like, "gantung banget jawaban lo." Well, I have askfm (just have) not playing in it, the reason why I made that account because twitter itself, hufff, friends of mine are currently share their answers like I've told, and I just wanna know the answer till end (.) Let's talk about askfm first, you will have a question from others, you can hide your name, and then that people will answer your question. Got excited? I'm not really interested and how do I say, I'm writing about that! LULZZ (re:lol). I have blog since 2010 and blog just like my room, the comfortable place to escape, (media) good listener and perfect way to save moments. It's funny when you see your old-posts and your reaction will be: EWWH is that really me? And than you will laugh because your stupidity in the past. That's i called a-m-a-z-i-n-g. I guess we have a different perspective. Um let's talk about other. As you know, I already finished my study in the 4th term and it means that I will have my 3rd year! I have to study harder, note to myself as always in the beginning of each term. I wanna be rich, have my own money, driving myself, get dresses, looks skinny, marry with a guy whom I love (love each other), living happily, buy a house with a big garden, that's my dreams. I wanna travel around the world or at least, London. Bring my parents into the happiness. See my brothers have a fab live. And call myself as a Kadarshians. WOW. We live once, make it worth. Finally, let's say "amin" together. Amin. Thankyou and goodbye. Love you guys.